Follow your heart, because if you always trust your mind, you'll always act on logic, and logic doesn't always lead to happiness.

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will. ~ Anonymous

Love is not about "It's your fault" but "I'm sorry". Not "Where are you?" but "I'm right here". Not "How could you?" but "I understand". Not "I wish you were" but "I'm thankful you are".

"And... it's a great thing to get what you want. It's a really good thing unless what you thought you wanted wasn't really what you wanted...because what you really wanted you couldn't imagine or you didn't think it was possible but what if someone came along who knew exactly what you wanted without asking they just knew...like they could hear your heart beating or listen to your thoughts and what if they were sure of themselves and they didn't have to take a poll and they loved you...but you hesitated and I... uh... I have to go... I'm sorry but... I have to go! " ~ Kate and Leopold (2001)

"Love me without fear, trust me without questioning Need me without demanding, want me without restrictions Accept me without change, desire me without inhibitions..." - Dick Sutphen

‎"...Pangkat dan jua harta tak menjamin bahagia
cantik dan keayuan wajah kan pudar akhirnya...
kemiskinan di dunia tak bererti kau terhina
itu hanya di pandangan mata...
kemewahan tak bermakna hidupmu akan sentosa...
KESEMPURNAAN, Tuhan menilainya..."

A relationship is like a rose. How long it lasts, no one knows. Love can erase an awful past, love can be yours, you'll see at last. To feel that love, it makes you sigh. To have it leave, you'd rather die. You hope you've found that special rose, cause you love and care for the one you choose. ~Rob Cella

mimpi aku malam tadi, paling mengarut dalam hidup aku.

mimpi yang sungguh pelik, grand prix motogp langkawi sudah nak start. aku tengah nak siap-siap. ntah macam mana aku terstart awal perlumbaan, rupa-rupanya aku tidak keseorangan, micheal scumacher ada kat belakang aku. dia membonceng motor aku. rupa-rupanya aku ni tak pandai bawak motogp yg sungguh sofiskated tu.  micheal shumacher yang pandai berbahasa melayu dan baik hati serta humble mengajar aku bagaimana menggunakan motogp. lepas tu kami sesat kat langkawi, tak ingat trek, tiba-tiba ada pulak kereta team lotus f1, kami pun kejar. disebabkan aku baru je belajar so lambat dan jauh ketinggalan lah kami. lepas tu kami singgah di kampung-kampung kat langkawi. lapar. lepas tu jumpa pulak pelancong dari jerman. micheal siap layan pulak mereka. lepas tu kami sesat lagi sampai kat korea, gf aku kena penjara kat sana, lepas tu aku nak kena pergi make up sebab nak baca berita, studio makeup ada kat penjara korea. lepas make up on da way balik  tayar moto pancit pulak. nasib baik micheal schumacher sungguh baik, rendah diri dan pandai berbahasa melayu tahu bagaimana nak tukar tayar. mana dapat spare part pun aku tak tahu. tiba-tiba kena marah dari seorang tua kerana tak tunggu lampu merah untuk memulakan perlumbaan. michealscumacher hanya gelak sahaja. buat lawak loyer buruk.  banyak ilmu yang diturunkan kat aku. tiba-tiba baby kat sebelah aku menangis. lalu aku terjaga. 


mimpi apa kah ini?

end of the day, saya ni hanyalah orang biasa seperti mana anda semua, makan macam anda, tidur macam anda, berak pun busuk macam anda juga, hampir semuanya sama macam anda. yang berbeza hanyalah pekerjaan sahaja. tapi apalah sangat kerja saya kalau nak dibandingkan dengan anda, saya ni pun kais pagi makan pagi je, kais metang makan petang. ada hari tu tak makan-makan pun. kadang-kadang tu makan meggi sahaja. dalam hidup ini, aku cuma nak survive aje macam orang lain. ok,.... peace :) love you all.

It's we who make it complicated

"What we need to know about loving is no great mystery. We all know what constitutes loving behavior; we need but act upon it, not continually question it. Over-analysis often confuses the issue and in the end brings us no closer to insight. We sometimes become too busy classifying, separating, and examining, to remember that love is easy. It's we who make it complicated." - Leo Buscaglia

one of my favorite song L-O-V-E

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

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L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you

Thank You for all who leave great comments. I appreciate your comments. Thank you for watching.

what is life about

Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. These choices are what life's about.

It's funny how big of an impact you have on me. It's like when I see you, you don't even have to speak...all you can do is smile, and it can make my day, and then that's how I remember my reasons for loving you. ~ Author Unknown

Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more. ~ Erica Jong

"A sad thing in life is that sometimes you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go."- Anonymous

You can hate me or love me, but for sure you will never forget about me.. ;)

"They say you only fall in love once, but that can't be true... Every time I look at you, I fall in love all over again." ~ Anonymous

"Any woman can fool a man if she wants to and if he's in love with her." - Julie Hintz

Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past, and realizing people change ~ Jaimie

"Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means moving on. It is one of the hardest things a person can do. Starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. We feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. But as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. We are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. It means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so." ~ Unknown

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One day you’ll love me, the way I loved you. One day you’ll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you’ll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you’ll want me, but I won’t want you…

People never know how special someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes it's important to leave, so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is...

Some of the biggest challenges in relationships come from the fact that most people enter a relationship in order to get something: they’re trying to find someone who’s going to make them feel good. In reality, the only way a relationship will last is if you see your relationship as a place that you go to give, and not a place that you go to take. ~Anthony Robbins

Take a photography tour. If you don't have a digital camera, buy a few disposable ones -- they're not that expensive. Then wander around and take pictures. This is best for creative, fun-loving types. You can take pictures of each other in wacky poses with all kinds of faces; you can photograph things big and small, from unique angles. And you'll have something to remember the date by - how romantic!

People are capable of falling in and out of love so if your "true love" turns out to be abusive or makes you cry more than smile, end it and find a healthy person to love. Unconditional love does not care about that though. If you are going to be selfish and care about yourself you will never be in love

Take a walk. Whether it's in a park, or downtown, or wherever, walking for the sake of walking is a good way to see how you and your date get along. Can you two hold a conversation? Are your silences uncomfortable, or do you glance at each other and smile?

There is no future, there is no past. I live this moment as my last. There's only us, there's only this; forget regret, or life is yours to miss, no other road, no other way, no day but today......

remember people can’t make you happy, only you can. Sure others bring something to the table, but at the end of the day you need to know what makes you happy and what will keep you happy.

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cinta tak kesampaian

Derick: I guess we are the left-overs in this world.


Lily: I think so...all of my friends have boyfriends, and we are the only the 2 people left in this world without any special person in our lives.


Derick: Yup, I don't know what to do.


Lily: I know! We'll play a game.


Derick: What game?


Lily: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days and you will be my boyfriend.


Derick: That's a great plan, in fact, I don't have anything to do much for the following few weeks.


DAY 1: They watch their first movie and they both are touched by the romantic film.


DAY 4: They went go to the beach and have a picnic. Derick and Lily have their quality time together.


DAY 12: Derick invited Lily to a circus and they ride through a Horror House. Lily was scared and she thought she touched Derick's hand but she actually touched someone else's hand they both laughed.


DAY 15: They saw a fortune teller down the road, and they asked for their future advice.The fortune teller said: "My darlings, please don't waste the time of your life, spend the rest of your time together, happily." Then tears flowed out from the teller's eyes.


DAY 20: Lily invited Derick to go to the hill and they saw a meteor; Lily mumbled something.


DAY 28: They sat on the bus, and because of a bumpy road Lily gave her first kiss to Derick by accident.


DAY 29: 11:37 pm: Lily and Derick sat in the park where they first decided to play this game.


Derick: I'm tired Lily...Do you want anything to drink? I'll buy you one...I'll just go down the road.


Lily: An Apple Juice, that's all. Thank you.


Derick: Wait for me.


20 minutes later A stranger approached Lily


Stranger: Are you a friend of Derick?


Lily: Yes, why? What happened?


Stranger: A reckless drunk driver ran over Derick, and he is in critical condition in the hospital.


11:57 pm:The doctor walked out of the emergency room; he handed Lily an apple juice and a letter.


Doctor: We found this in Derick's pocket.


Lily reads the letter and it says: Lily, These past few weeks, I realized you are a really cute girl, and I am really falling for you-your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game. Before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life.I love you, Lily.


Lily crumpled up the paper and shouted:


"Derick! I don't want you to die-I love you; remember that night when we saw a meteor and I mumbled something. I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and that we would never have to end this game. Please don't leave me Derick .. I love you! You can't do this to me!"


Then the clock strikes 12...


Derick's heart stopped pumping...


It was the 30th day.

Create romance within yourself first. We often try to "get" our partners to be more romantic by believing we need to change them in order to have what we want. The truth is that you are much more likely to have what you want when 'you' show up in that way. For example, create your own romantic mood--dress, put on music, prepare sensuous foods, take some time to love and appreciate yourself. It will not take long for your partner to join in the fun!

But like all things, love takes work and understanding and is never easily obtained. True love takes patience and compromise from both sides. When this is accomplished, it can flourish for many, many years.

im in love :P

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Girls can give their heart away but they can't take it back, and they know it. If you aren't going to be a worthy keeper of her heart, don't try to win it.

People are capable of falling in and out of love so if your "true love" turns out to be abusive or makes you cry more than smile, end it and find a healthy person to love. Unconditional love does not care about that though. If you are going to be selfish and care about yourself you will never be in love - see commitments.

Never say you don't have a chance with someone when you haven't even asked. Let your heart speaks.....